Lull


I don't really know what happened between me and my good pal photography. I used to take pictures daily and I looooved it. now, I usually just end up getting frustrated due to the lack of models, equipment, ect. I have so many ideas in my head and at the end of the day, I lay in bed thinking of how frustrating it all is that I can't get those ideas out of my head. it also doesn't help having people tell you "oh, everyone wants to be a photographer these days..." okay WELL, enough of that sad talk! I am determined to take more photos, especially film. I need to try out all of my ones from the 30's. I am desperately hoping to go to photography school in portland this year (cough, PNCA. . . pick me!) and need to get off my bum and get my portfolio together. I am trying to experiment with all types of photography, and I shot some today that were a little different. I usually never edit photos like these, but to be honest it's really refreshing and I like the way they turned out! now, if only I could get my hands on some of my very own developing chemicals... heh